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02:09pm 08/09/2004
  all right, so i don't post nearly enough in this journal. i think i'm going to start posting more since everyone on the journal site i am currently on has turned against me in some way or another for "not being true to my journal." its my journal, right? i can post whatever the hell i want, right? so anyway, livejournal may become my new home.

in other news... i have a new boyfriend. his name is tommy. tommy is the sweetest guy. i'll have to post some new pictures when we take some. but anyway, this friday will be our one month anniversary.

yeah, thats about all i have to say right now.
08:46am 16/06/2004
  So yeah, wow... I never ever update this thing.

Anyway, not much has been going on with me. My ex, Jackson, has been contacting me again. I haven't talked to him since we broke up back in March. I wonder what his intentions are. I have a feeling hes going to try to get back together with me *shrugs*

Even if he tried he would fail b/c I have Nick now. But still, what a fucker.
03:48pm 22/04/2004
mood: bored
so bored. am in love with nick. miss him. am thinking about him. still bored.
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03:47pm 22/04/2004
Which Johnny Depp character do you belong with? by cerulean_dreams
You fall in love with
You meetin a Scottish Bar
His friends thinkYou guys are perfect together
Your friends thinkyou belong together
You willscrew every night
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!
03:39pm 22/04/2004
Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero NameEmo Kid
Super PowerSevere Mood Swings
EnemyClear Channel
Mode Of TransportationSkateboard
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!
03:35pm 22/04/2004
Who is in your celebrity family? by cerulean_dreams
User Name
MomCeline Dion
DadAl Pacino
BrotherJustin Timberlake
SisterDrew Barrymore
BoyfriendJohnny Depp
Best friendJackie Chan
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

my boyfriend is Johnny Depp, how sweet is that?!?!!
06:26pm 08/04/2004
Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:Indie Elitist
Your Favorite Band/SongPink Floyd - Bike
You Like To Read:The backs of cereal boxes
You Firmly Believe In:Love at first sight
Everyone Thinks You Are:You don't have any friends
You Were Conceived:In your dad's pinto
You Will Marry:A religious fanatic
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!
10:14pm 06/04/2004
How will Senses Fail murder you? by StarEyed
Your name?
Your age?
How:With a switchblade knife
Mike will...Try to cut you up to sell you
Dan will...Beg Buddy to confess
Buddy will...Love the look you give as you die
Dave will...Wonder who you really were
Garrett will...Dissect and preserve you
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!
08:34pm 06/03/2004
mood: shitty
ummm...Jackson and I have broken up. Mhmmm.

I feel like shit right now.
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ewwww. this one's dumb!    
07:05pm 26/02/2004
Jacqueline and Jackson
  • Plan to have many magical girls.
  • Crazy about being able to take long walks periodically.
  • Are Hollywood's hottest couple.
Orchestrated by ianiceboy

ummm... I like the other one in my previous entry better. This one just makes no sense.
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tee hee    
07:04pm 26/02/2004
Jacqueline and Nick
  • May one day have a pair of genius children.
  • Crazy about being able to hold hands, it would seem.
  • Buy lavish gifts for each other.
Orchestrated by ianiceboy
12:22am 08/02/2004


Okay so... right now I am so fucking pissed, its not even funny. I was out with my mom today and while we were in a store... some FUCKING LOSERS broke the glass of her fucking Mercedes and took MY fucking purse. I really liked that purse too... it had sentimental value b/c I used it all throughout my senior year of high school. Anyway, so inside my purse I had my fucking pair of $300 Gucci glasses, I had my CD player in there with my CD case, which also had sentimental value b/c it was made out of a license plate from Florida - where I moved from about 7 years ago (I live in Chicago now), not to mention along with like 40 of my CD's - - including my MOST favorite bands (Nick, they took Senses Fail!!), and a CD that Jackson made for me. Music is soooo important to me, so losing my CD's is like losing everything in my life. My house keys were in there, with my speedpass on it. My keychain has A HELL OF A LOT of sentimenal value b/c they were gifts from my high school graduation. There was a tassel and my Class of 2003 on it, and this really awesome COACH leather butterfly that I got from a very special friend. Some money was in there... and a bunch of other things.

Plus I couldn't even finish my shopping b/c we had to come home.

I am soooo sad right now, I just want to crawl in a whole and cry b/c some jerks took a lot of things that were very special to me. ARGH!!!! Some assholes just ruined the rest of this week and the rest of next week for me. I don't have anything to look forward to. I'm going to be in such a bad mood for prolly the rest of the month or until I can replace some of my CD's. THIS JUST FUCKING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not to mention my mom's car looks like shit now b/c of the fucking broken window. The car is all scratched up on the drivers side, and the leather inside is all scratched up too. Can you believe that some jerks have the nerve of doing something like that???!?!?!!? In fucking broad daylight?!?!?!?!?
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11:49am 06/02/2004
What Annoying Celebrity are YOU Destined to Kill? by tiffeh
You will killthe members of Slipknot
Withan axe
OnJuly 7, 2023
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!
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Valentines Day   
04:35pm 05/02/2004
mood: content
so Valentines Day is coming up and I don't know what to get my guy, lol. I just don't know.

I went to a gift card shop and looked at all the Valentine's cards. Well, they all say 'my only one', or 'I love you more than anything', or 'you and i forever'. But I don't love him! And I'm not really planning on being with him forever! lol

They didn't have any ones for boyfriends or girlfriends or anything. I just to say something like: 'Hi, Happy Valentine's Day!', I'm gonna have to go somewhere else, I guess.

But anyway, any ideas? I'm so lost and I haven't been making any real effort to get him anything. Maybe I'll just make him a card or something.

ummm... we've been dating for about 3 months... so whats an appropriate gift?

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I gave in   
04:16pm 04/01/2004
mood: *shrugs*
I'm seeing Tim on the 8th. God help me.
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What a sucky New Years...   
02:11am 01/01/2004
mood: bored and tired.
So, my New Years Eve was spent drinking sparkling cider from a wine glass (I don't really drink any type of alcoholic beverages) and watching Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles and Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles II: The Secret of the Ooze... I've never been quite fond of the 3rd one so I didn't bother watching it.

Good times, I suppose.
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Temptation has got me...   
09:09pm 31/12/2003
mood: missing Jackson soooooo much
Tim told me he is going to be in Coal City tonight. It's about 45 minutes south of Chicago. He used to live there before his parents moved to Florida and before he went away to school to ISU which is 3 hours south of Chicago.

I have a cousin who lives in Coal City and I'm getting so tempted to go and spend the night there and then call Tim while I'm down there and surprise him. I'm thinking that if he really wanted to see me then he would make that extra 45 minute trip up to Chicago.

In any case, I'm not going. I can't. Jackson is my main reason for not seeing him. That and b/c Tim and I don't work anymore. But mostly b/c I already have something really good, and thats Jackson.

Anyway, this is the longest I have gone without seeing Jackson:heart: The last time I saw him was on December 23. I miss him so much right now. SO MUCH. I hope everything is going okay with him. I haven't spoken with him either.

I really, really miss him :*(

postscriptum: Happy New Year to everyone!
06:56pm 30/12/2003
mood: annoyed
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So, this is Tim and his little gf's from down at ISU. All he sent me was pictures of him and girls!! Can you believe that!! Why would he? What, he has no guy friends?!?! GRRRRR!!!!
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Still confused...   
01:33pm 30/12/2003
mood: confused
Last night Tim IMed me on AIM. He wants me to go to ISU and visit him before the 5th. I said yes. But now... I'm having my doubts.

He just showed me pictures of himself with all these girls. I swear there were like 10 pictures and all girls in the pictures with him.

I miss Jackson. I have such a good guy with me... why would I even consider visiting Tim? I care about Jackson so much and he cares about me too. He treats me so much better than Tim ever did.

FUCK! I still love Tim so much, though. But talking to him for even 10 minutes and hes already made me feel bad. He's already made me feel like crying.

More later. I can't think right now.
Maybe this will help me forget   
11:27pm 29/12/2003
mood: amused
Clint is asking me to have sex with him again.
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